linen (85x900cm) - blown glass, woven linen (20x28x10cm) - acryclic on canvas (29.7 × 42 cm, 21x29.7 cm)
40 Days is an installation part of my ongoing project Textures of Grief. It began with weaving - a slow, repetitive act that offered structure and steadiness in a time of loss. It became a way to sit with grief, to make space for it without needing to fix or explain it. The loom held what couldn’t yet be put into words. In time, some of those words began to surface.
This process resulted in a 9-metre-long woven work, a glass sculpture, a series of paintings, and a collection of thoughts. Each piece traces the shape of memory and absence, and the quiet effort of making sense of what feels uncertain.
Together, these works form a record of reflection. A glimpse into the process of mourning and repair. A way of staying close to what’s difficult, and finding, slowly, how to keep going.
Untitled
linen, cotton (50x180cm)
2025
Untitled is an ongoing project and a continuation of Textures of grief (2024). It delves into the human experience of grief, highlighting the vital role rituals play in navigating these emotions. Reflecting on how rituals, personal or collective, help us find meaning, closure and connection in sorrow.
By offering the woven pieces to the sea, I want to invite viewers to contemplate grief's cyclical nature and the healing power of rituals during life's most challenging moments.
sound, 2:43
La fille aux cheveux de lin
wood, synthetic hair
2024
Wooden carved hairbrush (21x32x35cm) and braided hair in spirals (40x40cm). From the day-to-day routine of brushing hair as a women, I investigated the idea of banal activities and their relationship with beauty standards and gendered representations.
Echoing Harmony Hammond's works (Floorpieces, 1973; Speaking braids, 2000-02), I explored notions of bond, erotism, sense of self and imaginary to challenge the binary divides and go beyond rigid boundaries of gendered representations.
Textures of grief
linen, cotton, glass, text
(50x180cm)
2024
The two woven pieces represent an attempt to translate my relationship with grief and mourning through textile. By intuitively weaving white threads together on a loom, I investigated the meaning of warp and weft in relation to life and death. The broken pieces of glass chaotically ripped the weft. While the glass falls to the ground, some pieces remain entangled with the threads and become part of the fabric. The ripped woven pieces are peacefully hanging still.
silk, paper, wool, stones (≈15x25cm)
2024
Research process. 4 pieces woven on cardboard. From left to right: Silk, paper, silk and paper, wool and stones.
Archives
2024
Poster made from scans of a collection of broken objects. Exploring the role of collecting and archiving I was surprised to notice that we are not always aware of what we collect and why we collect it. In my case, I always keep broken objects. I now realise that I have an entire collection of broken objects in my house. This poster is part of a larger project on archives and is setting the intention for ‘An Ode to Broken Things” publication (March 2025).
Process. Scanning broken objects.
An Ode to Broken Things
2025
‘An Ode to Broken Things’ is a publication on thoughts about a collection of broken things.
Echoes from the sea
2023
Project about the fear of forgetting a person's voice, face, laugh, smell. After loosing my father at the age of 8, I remember trying to not forget. After a while, these memories eventually fade away but I would constantly look for it. As part of this project, I edited an excerpt of a video, played in a loop, displaying a conversation I had with my father. The distorted voices are combined with the sound of the sea, in rememberance of our time spend sailing and the joy sparked by the illusion of hearing the waves when listening into a seashell as a child.
Gaze
performance, 25:252024
Through movement, six performers, each embodying different characters and distinct personalities, explore intimate relationships and interactions. By merging sensory exploration with physical and emotional storytelling, Gaze invites the audience to reflect on their roles as both observers and participants, engaging with the themes of attraction, frustration, love, individualism, and the act of observation—the gaze—at its core. Nominated to “Revelatory Performance“ in the Andalusian Dance Awards (Premios PAD).
PerformersThrough movement, six performers, each embodying different characters and distinct personalities, explore intimate relationships and interactions. By merging sensory exploration with physical and emotional storytelling, Gaze invites the audience to reflect on their roles as both observers and participants, engaging with the themes of attraction, frustration, love, individualism, and the act of observation—the gaze—at its core. Nominated to “Revelatory Performance“ in the Andalusian Dance Awards (Premios PAD).
Bitna Youn
Renzo Popolizio
Wiktoria Kolcon
Dengline Levine
Léa Cuvelier
Alla Kravchenko
Music
Antonio Maza
Costumes
Dain Park
Léa Cuvelier
Direction & Production
Bea Sanchez de Lamadrid Bayon
Bring Your Own Book x GRA-SI collective publication for Palestine
paper (21x29,7cm)
2024
Collective publication for Palestine edited and designed by Malva Askerup, Dasha Leo, Stella Oort, Santiago Saizu and myself.
Following the events of student encampments and protests in Amsterdam, we organised a publishing station at the 'BYOB' fair. We invited everyone to sit down and contribute to the publication. At the end of the day, we collected and scanned all the contributions, later organising a publication launch and fundraiser at the Tramhouse 11 (Amsterdam, NL).
Scans from the collective publication for Palestine.
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